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可能真的還是無法好好地控制情緒,

還是會被每個月的親戚打擾,

皮膚狀況又到達另一個差的狀態,

現在脫掉襪子後還有另一個紅襪子,

皮膚乾燥,卻在體內水腫,

要治療多久?

到底什麼時候才可以睡得好?

已經連續好幾次週四睡過頭看不到醫生,

而前幾天也是延後一天看,

結果回到家已經十點半,

才來吃晚餐,超級火大,

 

更不要說很難專心上課、場勘、生活...

 

遭殃者永遠都是家人,

請理解我,但不要關心我,

我會自動變成是:為什麼現在還沒好?你到底在幹什麼?

很認真地檢討自己,

為什麼要成為別人的負擔?

而外人看不見我遮住的傷口,

我假裝得很成功,只是我痛苦不堪,

於是大哭一場,

然後找尋自己存在的意義,

只好把一些朋友的禮物卡片翻出來,

好像可以把今天過完,

只是這些我只能用意志力撐著嗎?

 

需要這種團幫你大吼大叫一下,

假裝自己也發洩了一下。

lyrics---

 

Tonight, my head is spinning
I need something to pick me up
I've tried but nothing is working
I won't stop
I won't say I've had enough
Tonight, I start the fire
Tonight I break away,
Break!
Away from everybody
Break!
Away from everything
If you can't stand the way this place is
Take, yourself to higher places
Oh, oh,
At night I feel like a vampire
It's not right
I just can't give it up
I'll try to get myself higher
Let's go
We're gonna light it up
Tonight we start the fire
Tonight we break away
Break!
Away from everybody
Break!
Away from everything
If you can't stand the way this place is
Take, yourself to higher places
If you can't stand,
The way this place is
Take, yourself, to higher places
Break!
Away from everybody
Break!
Away from everything
If you can't stand the way this place is
Take, yourself to higher places
Oh, oh,
Higher places,
Oh, oh,
To higher places,
Oh, oh,
Higher places,
Take yourself to higher places
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